I must be PMS-ing

[zestfive]

Absolutely beautiful morning, I love cool mornings with lots of sun and great music on my radio. I love that I'll be childfree for this weekend. I love that I don't have anything that I *have* to do.

Except, I got the letter yesterday that tells me that I won't be working downtown. It's a little hard on my poor little ego, no body wants me, I'll never have a job. I'll be stuck working temp if I can get it for the rest of my life, I should just sell my house now.

I feel like doing something except I don't know what it is....I don't feel like I have the effort to put into anything. I feel like I want to bawl my head off in someone's arms, but I wouldn't even let myself do that if I had the ocassion. Perhaps, I should watch a movie that will make me cry my head off... I feel like hibernating but I also feel like being with friends, but don't know who I'd really want to hang out with...

How come I feel like driving in the opposite direction from my destination only happens on the days that I have to go to work....but I really like where I am, who I'm working with and etc....just wish I wasn't working nights or driving so far.

Who wants to trade lives today? I'm willing to throw in a couple of bucks too!

Comments

[fierce313.livejournal.com]

Let yourself wallow and then dry your eyes and have lots of fun.

[zestfive.livejournal.com]

yeah, well, wallowing can be fun...but writing out what you feel and then going back to read it later can be really frightening! UGH !!

[fierce313.livejournal.com]

Hee, I just had that conversation with someone!
It's good to let yourself talk about your fears/concerns/etc.

[zestfive.livejournal.com]

Sure it is! I know intellectually that it is...but I don't want to have to do it personally. or at least where I can go back and read it....see how stupid I sound!

[wwwolfww.livejournal.com]

Here...*thrusts massage lotion into your hands*
I'll trade with you. I am not feeling very massagy today.

'Massagy' is too a word.

Things will fall into place for you. Don't stop believing that.

[zestfive.livejournal.com]

Wouldn't it be great to be able to do that? I'd be willing...but only for a day. I'm the curious type and would love to pretend to be __________(enter anything here) for a day!