I must be PMS-ing
Jun. 17th, 2005 08:51 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
zestfiveAbsolutely beautiful morning, I love cool mornings with lots of sun and great music on my radio. I love that I'll be childfree for this weekend. I love that I don't have anything that I *have* to do.
Except, I got the letter yesterday that tells me that I won't be working downtown. It's a little hard on my poor little ego, no body wants me, I'll never have a job. I'll be stuck working temp if I can get it for the rest of my life, I should just sell my house now.
I feel like doing something except I don't know what it is....I don't feel like I have the effort to put into anything. I feel like I want to bawl my head off in someone's arms, but I wouldn't even let myself do that if I had the ocassion. Perhaps, I should watch a movie that will make me cry my head off... I feel like hibernating but I also feel like being with friends, but don't know who I'd really want to hang out with...
How come I feel like driving in the opposite direction from my destination only happens on the days that I have to go to work....but I really like where I am, who I'm working with and etc....just wish I wasn't working nights or driving so far.
Who wants to trade lives today? I'm willing to throw in a couple of bucks too!
Except, I got the letter yesterday that tells me that I won't be working downtown. It's a little hard on my poor little ego, no body wants me, I'll never have a job. I'll be stuck working temp if I can get it for the rest of my life, I should just sell my house now.
I feel like doing something except I don't know what it is....I don't feel like I have the effort to put into anything. I feel like I want to bawl my head off in someone's arms, but I wouldn't even let myself do that if I had the ocassion. Perhaps, I should watch a movie that will make me cry my head off... I feel like hibernating but I also feel like being with friends, but don't know who I'd really want to hang out with...
How come I feel like driving in the opposite direction from my destination only happens on the days that I have to go to work....but I really like where I am, who I'm working with and etc....just wish I wasn't working nights or driving so far.
Who wants to trade lives today? I'm willing to throw in a couple of bucks too!
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Date: 2005-06-17 07:04 pm (UTC)