this weekend update
Jul. 25th, 2005 05:11 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
zestfiveI couldn't sleep last night, I was too upset, which is not like me. I can usually crash in minutes. I decided that I needed to write an email to the responsible parties for the trash in my yard. I'm sure they had a good time doing it, I don't mind that they did do it except there's so much of it. I don't own a truck anymore, I have to pay to remove my garbage, what am I suppose to do with a bike, desk with multiple shelves and various other bits and pieces of crap? Also, I don't really have the time to pull out my ladder (cause I'm not tall enough) and rip off (now soggy) pads off my windows and clean off the sticky part? Like how I explained to A when he was a little kid, there is "fun teasing" and "mean teasing" and this just felt like mean teasing. I admit, it made me cry which actually surprised me but I'm guessing that I'm also PMS-ing which doesn't normally bother me but I had my fill with various assorted relatives and all of their personality disorders...I was in the mood for quiet time and catching up for the week.
2 of the 3 people who I sent the email already offered to help clean it up, which is okay but I'm still hurt and feel uncomfortable around them and all for what? and when I start thinking about this, I get mad. I think teasing is okay but you have to be really aware of when it's too much. When it would take me at least a couple of hours and who knows how much money for extra garbage, it's too much.
I got a call for a job interview that's a couple of hours away, good opportunity and I'm trying to figure out if I should interview for it or if it's only in response to being mad at R, E and K.
2 of the 3 people who I sent the email already offered to help clean it up, which is okay but I'm still hurt and feel uncomfortable around them and all for what? and when I start thinking about this, I get mad. I think teasing is okay but you have to be really aware of when it's too much. When it would take me at least a couple of hours and who knows how much money for extra garbage, it's too much.
I got a call for a job interview that's a couple of hours away, good opportunity and I'm trying to figure out if I should interview for it or if it's only in response to being mad at R, E and K.
