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zestfiveMay day was weird, the weather was crazy. I did enjoy seeing some folks that I haven't seen in a while. After the parade, we skipped the park and had burritos before we went to Savers. I didn't find anything but it was fun to wander. Home for a while before going to see the L word. It was a so-so episode.
Monday was tiring...gone for 12+ hrs before picking up some groceries. Monday morning, the boy had put a towel in the utility sink(where the washing machine drains into) and yep, it flooded. I discovered it as I stepped out my bedroom(in said basement). I made him pull the rugs out into the garage so they could dry and hopefully the basement should be dry by today. Good time to clean out the basement, if I can find the time.
Tuesday at work I get a page from the boy, he needed a white shirt for his band concert. He mentioned to me on Sunday that he had a concert. I told him that he needed to find a ride there because I had to work, suggested he call G'ma, Aunt or his father. He did nothing about it until Tuesday afternoon. I had sent a quick email to the family giving them the heads up. I get home Tuesday night and get a nasty voicemail from the ex saying "thanks for getting me back!!!" blah...blah...blah... Yeah, I was pretty mad. So mad that I really couldn't do anything for a bit. I tried to telephone him, busy until there was no answer. So, I sent him an email essentially saying that I wasn't "getting him back" and any information about son's school activities are on the school website, get it yourself! I'm not taking care of him anymore! Of course, he likes to play victum like nothing is his fault. AAARRRGGGHHH...I hate it when he thinks that he knows what I'm doing, pretty egotistical that he thinks that I'm plotting my revenge on him(I'm putting my effort into me!), he pisses me off but in no way do I want to waste my energy on him. I think karma is the best revenge, he does it all to himself.
Today is another 12 hour day and I'm tired. Despite going to bed at a reasonable time and allowing for at least 8 hours of sleep, I'm tired. This morning, I was able to cook something for dinner(and pack for my dinner) and even pick up some catfood. I've just realized that for the next couple of weeks, I'm going to be working 6 days a week. UGH...I thought that when I was done with school, I'd have more time. Not true, I think life expands to fill up the time you have.
When my life sucks, I usually try and look forward to something to help me get through things... The weather hasn't been nice enough for me to look forward to camping the first week in June, but I really can't wait for that. I want to look forward to some time with the boy, but I've got to re-establish some easy time with that...I've got "Raising Cain" abridged on tape so I can read it during my commute, thanks LibbyElf! I feel like I've been trying to catch up but it's like being in quicksand. Quicksand doesn't do a thing for my motivation. I want a nap!
Monday was tiring...gone for 12+ hrs before picking up some groceries. Monday morning, the boy had put a towel in the utility sink(where the washing machine drains into) and yep, it flooded. I discovered it as I stepped out my bedroom(in said basement). I made him pull the rugs out into the garage so they could dry and hopefully the basement should be dry by today. Good time to clean out the basement, if I can find the time.
Tuesday at work I get a page from the boy, he needed a white shirt for his band concert. He mentioned to me on Sunday that he had a concert. I told him that he needed to find a ride there because I had to work, suggested he call G'ma, Aunt or his father. He did nothing about it until Tuesday afternoon. I had sent a quick email to the family giving them the heads up. I get home Tuesday night and get a nasty voicemail from the ex saying "thanks for getting me back!!!" blah...blah...blah... Yeah, I was pretty mad. So mad that I really couldn't do anything for a bit. I tried to telephone him, busy until there was no answer. So, I sent him an email essentially saying that I wasn't "getting him back" and any information about son's school activities are on the school website, get it yourself! I'm not taking care of him anymore! Of course, he likes to play victum like nothing is his fault. AAARRRGGGHHH...I hate it when he thinks that he knows what I'm doing, pretty egotistical that he thinks that I'm plotting my revenge on him(I'm putting my effort into me!), he pisses me off but in no way do I want to waste my energy on him. I think karma is the best revenge, he does it all to himself.
Today is another 12 hour day and I'm tired. Despite going to bed at a reasonable time and allowing for at least 8 hours of sleep, I'm tired. This morning, I was able to cook something for dinner(and pack for my dinner) and even pick up some catfood. I've just realized that for the next couple of weeks, I'm going to be working 6 days a week. UGH...I thought that when I was done with school, I'd have more time. Not true, I think life expands to fill up the time you have.
When my life sucks, I usually try and look forward to something to help me get through things... The weather hasn't been nice enough for me to look forward to camping the first week in June, but I really can't wait for that. I want to look forward to some time with the boy, but I've got to re-establish some easy time with that...I've got "Raising Cain" abridged on tape so I can read it during my commute, thanks LibbyElf! I feel like I've been trying to catch up but it's like being in quicksand. Quicksand doesn't do a thing for my motivation. I want a nap!
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