Emo post

[zestfive]

This is my emo post. 


I think I'm depressed, I hate feeling this way because then I feel like I'm weak. Intellectually, I know this isn't true but emotionally that's where I'm at. Normally I'm in a really good spot but right now I just want to lay in bed and read. I don't want to have to cook, clean, work or ? You would think that I just got the new Harry Potter and am busy reading it. Really I'm just feeling totally overwhelmed and uninspired with life. 

I know that lists help me...perhaps I should try that....but it requires effort and I'm not in the mood.

I know that I should feel pretty good because I'm only working 2 days a week until school starts and I have a job. Instead, I don't want to work at all and I want to lie around, read and sleep. My sleep schedule has been messed up for the last few days because I've been following P's schedule (she works nights you know) I realize how horrid it is for her to switch back and forth on the weekends. It doesn't help that she's been increasingly feeling worse and worse. 

I've got things that I have to do or want to do but have no motivation for it.

Okay, now I'm going to go home and think about how I can get out of this....

Comments

Moon phases powerful mood manipulators

[daphnis.livejournal.com]

Many women I've known through the years are intensely affected by the full moon's presence in their lives. I think this may be especially true for those of us who identify more with Goddess vibes or with the idea of 'Mother' Earth and 'Sister' Moon.

Lots of spiritual and emotional changes are occurring in our often complicated lives, especially during these mid-year months. share your unease with others, as you are doing here, and you may find that zillions of friends and acquaintances feel much the same.

Life's a bummer sometimes ~ other times it's a HOOT!

Re: Moon phases powerful mood manipulators

[zestfive.livejournal.com]

Thanks for your message, I totally get it. I'm just not used to feeling this way... I might have to try some retail therapy if I can stand to spend money on myself. GRIN