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I've hated waking up the last few weeks. I just want to stay sleeping. I think this is change of seasons. Things are going okay in my life. I know that I've got my contract until end of spring semester. I'll hopefully be financially set for the next year even if I don't have another job. At that point, my son will have 2 years left of high school. He'll have completed 9th grade next spring and even if I don't work at all after next spring, I'll have enough to live on for his 10th grade year.
I often think/plan about worst case scenarios.
Right now I'm a little discouraged at my job outlook. It feels like I won't ever get a job or one that pays a living wage. Or one that I will enjoy, it's more important to me that I enjoy what I do than make huge money. As soon as my son is no longer living with me, I won't need as much. My focus will be funding retirement and a little more recreation. I'd really like to figure out a way that I don't have to work full time. My goal would be to live lighter on the earth and enjoy it more.
I often think/plan about worst case scenarios.
Right now I'm a little discouraged at my job outlook. It feels like I won't ever get a job or one that pays a living wage. Or one that I will enjoy, it's more important to me that I enjoy what I do than make huge money. As soon as my son is no longer living with me, I won't need as much. My focus will be funding retirement and a little more recreation. I'd really like to figure out a way that I don't have to work full time. My goal would be to live lighter on the earth and enjoy it more.
