Last night

Oct. 20th, 2010 12:52 pm
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I had a strange experience. I don't know if I had fallen asleep (and possibly dreaming) or that I was in the drifty place just before sleep. I physically felt and heard a shot ring out on the left side of my head near my temple. I felt the pain, my heart was racing even before I knew what was happening. It scared me but not enough to completely disturb trying to get sleep. I don't know if it was a dream thing or what. Of course my mind races to all sorts of crazy thoughts.... premonition, some psychic connection to something/someone who's experiencing the shot gun blast or perhaps it's just some strange phenomenon that is actually physically present in my brain that is far to technical for me to understand without studying how the brain works. It was just very weird.

Yikes

Oct. 8th, 2005 01:23 pm
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So of all of my ex's, I can converse with them all except one. She refuses to speak to me....I don't know why. I'm mostly okay with it because I believe she's got some mental health issues, on one of my last encounters with her, I ended up calling 911 to have the local law enforcement remove her because she wouldn't stop ringing my doorbell. The part that I'm not okay, is that I worry about her two daughters who I've witnessed her be borderline abusive with. I have probably seen her less than a half a dozen times since...over 6-7 years. In the last few years, I know that she was sporting a rainbow mickey mouse head on her truck (at least she's finally resolved her religious thing with being gay). I also think I saw her at Pride this year, she was looking at me, but I avoided her gaze.

So I give you all this background because of all people I run see at the library...she's there. With a couple of unidentified girls...not her girls. I've worked here 2 1/2+ years and I know that she knows that I work here...

Yeah, I was surprised to have my heart beating so fast. UGH !

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