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Jun. 20th, 2004 02:58 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
zestfiveSo I met with my Dad, sis today and had a yummy lunch at the birchwood cafe(http://www.birchwoodcafe.com/) today for Dad's day. It was generally very pleasant, except my Dad didn't bring his partner with because the last time that my younger sister dealt with her, my sister freaked because she "wasn't expecting her". My Dad apparently said that he'd be coming over and when he arrived, P(his partner of many multiple years) was with. My sister has held a grudge against P because she believes that my Dad had an affair with P. He originally met her at work. My point is that if that's the case, it's unfortunate but they are happy. Relationships aren't easy, my parents marriage in my opinion was never good. It's been so many years, my sister really should work through her issues. Personally I think that my sister is really immature, naive in how she views her world. She's also hoping to get married so she can have babies but she's 33 years old (diabetic since age 8 -- hence her clock is ticking very loudly and quickly) with no man in site. If I were a guy, there's no way in hell that I'd date her...she's too moody. She really works herself up into a frenzy and ends up being pretty isolated as a result of it. She also made some comments about how I don't follow through when I ask for something from her. She's no longer going to accept that I'm busy as an excuse for why I don't. Yeah, this coming from a woman who is single, has no life and only works one job. I'd love to see her try and do my life. I don't need her frickin' judgment.
So, I'm also trying to figure out what I want in a relationship...if I want one. Do I want to casually date? Do I know how to do that? Do I want something long term? Short term? I ended up sleeping with TK again last week. I also went out with TS and ended up pretty hot and heavy. TS seems to be pretty okay with casual and not jump into a relationship but if I'm looking for a relationship(and I know that she's not "the one") should I waste my time on her? Or do I need to just start getting out there? The last few women have had some kind of issue in my opinion. One seemed to be pretty newly out and probably more family oriented than I'm looking for...she didn't seem very sure of herself and drank more than I like. Another one didn't seem interested in me. Another one seemed to be "giving up" on trying to meet someone. We talked quite a bit for a couple of days but then neither of us really tried to pursue it.
I continue to be crazy busy with school but I've got 3 classes remaining for one(and two weeks left for another one). I'm really looking forward to feeling like I'm catching up on things but so far it doesn't seem like it has.
Oh well...I've got lots of things to do before I sleep and not much time left...
See ya!
So, I'm also trying to figure out what I want in a relationship...if I want one. Do I want to casually date? Do I know how to do that? Do I want something long term? Short term? I ended up sleeping with TK again last week. I also went out with TS and ended up pretty hot and heavy. TS seems to be pretty okay with casual and not jump into a relationship but if I'm looking for a relationship(and I know that she's not "the one") should I waste my time on her? Or do I need to just start getting out there? The last few women have had some kind of issue in my opinion. One seemed to be pretty newly out and probably more family oriented than I'm looking for...she didn't seem very sure of herself and drank more than I like. Another one didn't seem interested in me. Another one seemed to be "giving up" on trying to meet someone. We talked quite a bit for a couple of days but then neither of us really tried to pursue it.
I continue to be crazy busy with school but I've got 3 classes remaining for one(and two weeks left for another one). I'm really looking forward to feeling like I'm catching up on things but so far it doesn't seem like it has.
Oh well...I've got lots of things to do before I sleep and not much time left...
See ya!