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Apr. 21st, 2004 12:07 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
zestfiveSo it's been really hard to be able to stay current on my lj since I'm trying to stay off when I'm at my full time job. I've also kinda hit a wall with everything I'm doing.
I've got one class session left in the class that I'm in. I've got to prepare 15 minutes of a 45 minute presentation about OCLC. The only time I have to get it done is tonight or late Friday night.
Sunday I'm doing AF's birthday party. Saturday I work at the library and then off to meet the group that is doing the presentation so we can put together the power point.
Sounds like the start of next week will be my break. I'm also going to be putting in my request to go part time or take a leave of absence for full time school.
TK is having back surgery tomorrow to remove a herniated disk, she found out last week. If she didn't do it soon, she could lose bladder and bowel function (YIKES!) She's also too young to be dealing with that, she's got to loose some weight. She also handles stress a slight bit differently than me. As a healthcare worker, I would have thought she would want to know more information about her surgery. She didn't know how long the surgery is or how long her recovery will be until today, I'm sure it was because of my insistence from last night. This critical difference in how we operate is another way that I realize that we were not compatible long term. She is so passive in everything, I can't handle it.
She also talked about how her friend M is mad at me. This floored me because of what I know they went through. TK talked about how she thinks she's projecting her own experience of her last gf on her(M's last GF cheated on her and they tried to be friends). I didn't cheat on TK and TK also said that M's last gf was abusive...I don't think it relates at all, but what do I know. I'm also surprised because it didn't sound like TK disagreed with her but again passively let her have her own opinion.
Last Sunday, I had dinner with my ex gf from 4 years ago. We only dated for a couple of months, I knew we weren't compatible but she was so cute, I was willing to try it. It ended badly because I felt she was breaking up with me because she wanted to be available to date S(Sunday she was able to admit this to me and also thought I didn't know! ...not sure how dumb she thought I was!) She also admitted that I wasn't enough drama for her...that's for sure! She also revealed that she's now dating a man she met in December and is engaged, after 12 years as a lesbian. Personally, I don't care if she chooses to date a man(I like lots of men) but if I was that guy, I'd be very afraid!
And so it goes...
I've got one class session left in the class that I'm in. I've got to prepare 15 minutes of a 45 minute presentation about OCLC. The only time I have to get it done is tonight or late Friday night.
Sunday I'm doing AF's birthday party. Saturday I work at the library and then off to meet the group that is doing the presentation so we can put together the power point.
Sounds like the start of next week will be my break. I'm also going to be putting in my request to go part time or take a leave of absence for full time school.
TK is having back surgery tomorrow to remove a herniated disk, she found out last week. If she didn't do it soon, she could lose bladder and bowel function (YIKES!) She's also too young to be dealing with that, she's got to loose some weight. She also handles stress a slight bit differently than me. As a healthcare worker, I would have thought she would want to know more information about her surgery. She didn't know how long the surgery is or how long her recovery will be until today, I'm sure it was because of my insistence from last night. This critical difference in how we operate is another way that I realize that we were not compatible long term. She is so passive in everything, I can't handle it.
She also talked about how her friend M is mad at me. This floored me because of what I know they went through. TK talked about how she thinks she's projecting her own experience of her last gf on her(M's last GF cheated on her and they tried to be friends). I didn't cheat on TK and TK also said that M's last gf was abusive...I don't think it relates at all, but what do I know. I'm also surprised because it didn't sound like TK disagreed with her but again passively let her have her own opinion.
Last Sunday, I had dinner with my ex gf from 4 years ago. We only dated for a couple of months, I knew we weren't compatible but she was so cute, I was willing to try it. It ended badly because I felt she was breaking up with me because she wanted to be available to date S(Sunday she was able to admit this to me and also thought I didn't know! ...not sure how dumb she thought I was!) She also admitted that I wasn't enough drama for her...that's for sure! She also revealed that she's now dating a man she met in December and is engaged, after 12 years as a lesbian. Personally, I don't care if she chooses to date a man(I like lots of men) but if I was that guy, I'd be very afraid!
And so it goes...