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zestfiveSo this weekend was nice. Friday was warm enough that I finally got to clean out my car. I tend to live in my car so it's often filled with newspapers, fast food containers, pop cans and the like. I think I'm going to have to take it in to the garage too because the darn cassette player quit working this week(right in the middle of a book on tape) This is incredibly frustrating because I end up with just the radio(the radio stations in my area SUCK).
Saturday I went to the local genderblur cabaret. I really enjoyed it, talked with people (which I felt pretty good about since I'm socially retarded). R and I went to the Blue Moon coffee shop afterward and visited before it closed down. We were both pretty tired to want to continue the evening so I dropped her off and went home. Talked to TK and she continues to have trouble dealing with our relationship. Recently I've considered checking into renting one room in my house to my ex TF. She had some problems with this because I would do it for him but wouldn't talk about her moving in. I tried to explain it's not the same but I don't think she got it.
Sunday was church, program done by the High school youth group. I enjoyed it, TK did not and part of me was angry because she's so closed minded about other people's stuff. She doesn't have an inherent interest so it seems that it's not good enough. I think it's more black and white views.
I did FINALLY get the banner for our church done ! This I'm so excited about because TK offered to help me with it but than she dropped the ball. I was pretty angry about this but I don't feel I can really tell her about it. I think this is also about a time thing...she works full time and that's it. I work 51 hours a week, plus school, plus single parenting and she can't get the banner done, I've got to do it. She said she'd do it and 3 months later nothing was done so I got it done. It looks wonderful in my opinion, I've also heard the social justice group might want to use it when they go to Washington DC for the women's right's march. As NG is the benefactor for 75% of the costs, I'm going to have lunch with her next week to show her. TK offered to pay me some for it and I really didn't want to take anything from her, she even spoke about how "since I screwed up...". Personally that made me for sure not want to take anything from her...I don't want her to "buy me off" or buy off her guilt. Does this make sure that I continue to be the lone wolf with things ? Yes.
When I cleaned out my car I found a $50 gift certificate for Slumberland that I knew was in there somewhere. I'm going to go see what I can do with it without spending too much money.
Saturday I went to the local genderblur cabaret. I really enjoyed it, talked with people (which I felt pretty good about since I'm socially retarded). R and I went to the Blue Moon coffee shop afterward and visited before it closed down. We were both pretty tired to want to continue the evening so I dropped her off and went home. Talked to TK and she continues to have trouble dealing with our relationship. Recently I've considered checking into renting one room in my house to my ex TF. She had some problems with this because I would do it for him but wouldn't talk about her moving in. I tried to explain it's not the same but I don't think she got it.
Sunday was church, program done by the High school youth group. I enjoyed it, TK did not and part of me was angry because she's so closed minded about other people's stuff. She doesn't have an inherent interest so it seems that it's not good enough. I think it's more black and white views.
I did FINALLY get the banner for our church done ! This I'm so excited about because TK offered to help me with it but than she dropped the ball. I was pretty angry about this but I don't feel I can really tell her about it. I think this is also about a time thing...she works full time and that's it. I work 51 hours a week, plus school, plus single parenting and she can't get the banner done, I've got to do it. She said she'd do it and 3 months later nothing was done so I got it done. It looks wonderful in my opinion, I've also heard the social justice group might want to use it when they go to Washington DC for the women's right's march. As NG is the benefactor for 75% of the costs, I'm going to have lunch with her next week to show her. TK offered to pay me some for it and I really didn't want to take anything from her, she even spoke about how "since I screwed up...". Personally that made me for sure not want to take anything from her...I don't want her to "buy me off" or buy off her guilt. Does this make sure that I continue to be the lone wolf with things ? Yes.
When I cleaned out my car I found a $50 gift certificate for Slumberland that I knew was in there somewhere. I'm going to go see what I can do with it without spending too much money.