Yeah, I'm feeling like I'm all over the map, but in truth, I'm likely not.
Friday after picking up some groceries, I went to bed early. I didn't even set my alarm because I wanted to sleep until I woke up. I went to bed before 10pm and finally woke up at 8:30. Yeah, apparently, I needed that!
Satuday I had to work 10-2p then my ex showed up to do something with A. He ended up inviting me to go with the two of them. Bowling, 3 games and then to have dinner at Perkins. A had 5 strikes in a row! Funny, we each got high game on one of the three games. I broke a hundred for every game which is pretty amazing for me. Afterwards, a friend came and picked me up for dancing. The energy wasn't as good as the last couple of times. Lots o'lesbian drama happening. People seeing ex's, others shielding themselves from unwanted affection and etc. I don't like all that drama, crazy making! I just wanted to dance. Although, I wasn't into it as much today. The drive home was nice, M drove her Miata and it was fun to ride in that.
Sunday I watched "Vera Drake" which was very good. About a woman in 1930's London who would "help girls in trouble". She ended up serving almost 2 years for almost killing a woman. Of course, I wanted closure, do you think she would resume her assistance once she got out especially after hearing about the other women. I think she did it to help the girls, I also want to know why she started....what's the story there? And for once, I didn't have coffee with the wright county group so I went to the q-match thing. I didn't see anything that really tripped my trigger. Oh well... Sometimes I think I should throw caution to the wind and just hook up for the pure physicality of it all...that's when I'm all worked up, othertimes, I think I'll just keep waiting.
I took a week off from my current temp to work my former temp(it's all about the pay, baby!) I'm working less hours for more pay right now. This encouraged me to clean out my frig. I'm not sure when I had done that last but it was SO good to get it done. I had spilled a few things in there! It's going to be nice that I will only be working 31 hours this week plus add in "only" 8 hours commute time!(not counting the commute to my evening job--but it's in the same town).
I wonder what I'm going to do tonight or tomorrow?
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