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Apr. 18th, 2005 11:54 amVery busy weekend, but I can't believe I was able to catch up on some of my sleep. Friday and Saturday night I slept more than 8 hours each night. This supports my thoughts of needing to take care of myself a little bit better than I have been. I need to stay closer to home, get some stuff done around the house and etc.
Friday I had a great breakfast with a friend of mine who is encouraging to me to consider starting my own business. I'm not sure what I could do that someone might pay me for...the only thing I can think of is some sort of consulting work. I can develop budgets very well(it's up to the person to actually follow them) I can research and plan things very well, I do a pretty good cheerleader/motivator when I want to. Kinda like a life coach or dream maker.. Who knows if I'd actually do it...but, I'm not doing anything else much in about 4 weeks. I've got less than a month before I'm done with my adjunct hours, no job on the horizon...I'm getting anxious. I can tell because my skin on my hands is breaking out(I've got atopic dermatitis see http://www.niams.nih.gov/hi/topics/dermatitis/#link_m) which reacts when under stress. I'm worrying about the whole job thing...but trying to trust the universe.
I did get some house cleaning done, so did the boy (but under diress) cooking up some fried rice, burritos, balanced the checkbook, wrote out all the bills, paid for a cheap digital camera(still figuring out how to work it), had really nice food but not as good of company at the b-day party (crowded and ended up at a table with people that I sorta knew but remembered, that they bug me) attended a information session about how to file as a consciousness objector and helped out at my church auction.
At the auction, I am conserving my money so I'm not bidding on anything, I'm also not drinking the wine or beer they're providing(cause I don't like it), I'm just there to provide labor. Makes me feel like a little kid watching the "grown ups"....Part of me wishes that I would finally feel like I'm grown up...the other parts of me doesn't EVER wants to grow up.
Watched L word, not as good as last week, more Bette and Tina (Yawn...) even though they had a hot sex scene...Tina freaked out really acted like a nut, not my thing! Alice and Dana are having more crazy sex, Dana is feeling a little inexperienced but does strap it on! I think they are going to end up burning out pretty quick, the flame is burning too intense. I didn't realize that Kit's recent sweetie is married. That's not cool, disappointment. She ends up running to a meeting and seeing Ivan there...hangs out with him until she realizes that Ivan's got someone and has for a while. I couldn't determine if Ivan is nonmonogamous or he was also potentially cheating too. Can you say CRAZY drama? sure you can...
Next weekend, I'm going to take it slow and catch up on some reading. I'm working on Flow (see http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/0060920432/104-4562572-6945500?v=glance) and Born Losers (see http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/067401510X/qid=1113844475/sr=2-1/ref=pd_bbs_b_2_1/104-4562572-6945500). I'm also going to be attending a picnic for the GLBT folks in my area and a sedar at my church.
My boy is turning 13 tomorrow ! YIKES
Friday I had a great breakfast with a friend of mine who is encouraging to me to consider starting my own business. I'm not sure what I could do that someone might pay me for...the only thing I can think of is some sort of consulting work. I can develop budgets very well(it's up to the person to actually follow them) I can research and plan things very well, I do a pretty good cheerleader/motivator when I want to. Kinda like a life coach or dream maker.. Who knows if I'd actually do it...but, I'm not doing anything else much in about 4 weeks. I've got less than a month before I'm done with my adjunct hours, no job on the horizon...I'm getting anxious. I can tell because my skin on my hands is breaking out(I've got atopic dermatitis see http://www.niams.nih.gov/hi/topics/dermatitis/#link_m) which reacts when under stress. I'm worrying about the whole job thing...but trying to trust the universe.
I did get some house cleaning done, so did the boy (but under diress) cooking up some fried rice, burritos, balanced the checkbook, wrote out all the bills, paid for a cheap digital camera(still figuring out how to work it), had really nice food but not as good of company at the b-day party (crowded and ended up at a table with people that I sorta knew but remembered, that they bug me) attended a information session about how to file as a consciousness objector and helped out at my church auction.
At the auction, I am conserving my money so I'm not bidding on anything, I'm also not drinking the wine or beer they're providing(cause I don't like it), I'm just there to provide labor. Makes me feel like a little kid watching the "grown ups"....Part of me wishes that I would finally feel like I'm grown up...the other parts of me doesn't EVER wants to grow up.
Watched L word, not as good as last week, more Bette and Tina (Yawn...) even though they had a hot sex scene...Tina freaked out really acted like a nut, not my thing! Alice and Dana are having more crazy sex, Dana is feeling a little inexperienced but does strap it on! I think they are going to end up burning out pretty quick, the flame is burning too intense. I didn't realize that Kit's recent sweetie is married. That's not cool, disappointment. She ends up running to a meeting and seeing Ivan there...hangs out with him until she realizes that Ivan's got someone and has for a while. I couldn't determine if Ivan is nonmonogamous or he was also potentially cheating too. Can you say CRAZY drama? sure you can...
Next weekend, I'm going to take it slow and catch up on some reading. I'm working on Flow (see http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/0060920432/104-4562572-6945500?v=glance) and Born Losers (see http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/067401510X/qid=1113844475/sr=2-1/ref=pd_bbs_b_2_1/104-4562572-6945500). I'm also going to be attending a picnic for the GLBT folks in my area and a sedar at my church.
My boy is turning 13 tomorrow ! YIKES
