another quiet day at the public library

[zestfive]

I've realized that I'm probably still adjusting to the daylight savings change and not getting caught up on the sleep I need. It's just so hard to sleep when I'm cuddling up to my dear one. I have a little bit of a sore throat but I'm hanging in there. Tomorrow is my last day before I'm off for 4 days to take care of my sister. She's been preliminarly approved to go home to my mothers tonight, I haven't heard if she did yet. My Dad may go home on Saturday. He seems to be doing amazingly well but his partner things he's being manic. My mother thinks that he's just euphoric because he's feeling so much better.

Today during text message and email conversations, P and I uncovered some conversation that was challenging to talk about electronically. It's a little hard to make sure that intentions and meanings are clearly understood when nuances of communication aren't available. She makes me very happy, I know that I can be kinda reserved and I need to be more expressive of how much she does make me happy. I don't want her to be scared, it makes me scared and then both of us get scared.

Oops, gotta go, work is calling me.

Comments

[ignusfaatus.livejournal.com]

"was challenging to talk about electronically."
Those chat programs can lead to some doozie misunderstandings! Especially if two subjects cross. I have had the worst luck with that. good thing for the "add/remove programs" function!

[zestfive.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it also had to do with some misunderstanding about some of my behavior. It's been cleared up but boy do I feel bad about how it was misinterpreted!

[ignusfaatus.livejournal.com]

I think it is so cool that your dad is feeling so much better so quickly!

[zestfive.livejournal.com]

Yeah, pretty amazing! And my sis is home at my mothers!

[grltalk.livejournal.com]

We kid around now about having conversations through IM that we can't seem to have in real life. We met online and used to have all kinds of conversations that way. :)

[zestfive.livejournal.com]

Yeah, that can be a nice buffer when talking about "difficult subjects".