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[zestfive]

This is the weekend I've blocked off for my final paper. I've read and/or browsed through all of my resources and now I just need to write and yet, I'm procrastinating. I just want to have it done but yet if it's done, that means I'm almost done with school. I know that I've got issues with success even though I've got such a work ethic that I usually do very well...I don't know. It's easier for me to struggle for my goal than to actually achieve it. I also feel so lucky because for the most part aside from my own self imposed pain, I've done very well. I wear my cap and gown in 11 days and will only have $3600 in student loans. I still have money in the bank to live on (but I'll probably have to find any kind of job to make it through until I've got *the* job.

Oh yeah, and despite my schedule of 11 hrs/week at the public library, 19 hrs/week at the paid internship, 9 hrs/week at the practicum, 4 hrs/week in class, 10+ hrs/week driving in my car to previously mentioned activities for the last 12 weeks and maintained my health....now I'm sick. I sure hope I can get better before I get to celebrate!

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[fierce313.livejournal.com]

Wow, you've done it! Well, soon anyhow.

I'm really impressed. I've been wanting to go back to school for years and years. I'll start gathering information, looking for classes, making appointments with people, and then drop it all.

I'm impressed that you've done it.

What is *the* job you are looking for?

[zestfive.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it's hard for me to believe that I'll have actually done it! I was motivated to go back because I hated my job and they had tuition reimbursement. I have been doing it part time for 2 1/2 years and then the last 6 months full time.

What I've always kept in mind, when I started, in x number of years where will I be...where will I be if I start school part time? Also Education is something they can never take away.

I want to be an academic reference Librarian. I want to work at a private college so I can provide free tuition for my son...that way I can be the single parent that can do it all for my son!