Happy Mother's Day
May. 9th, 2004 04:36 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
zestfiveToday started out good and then I started thinking...not so good.
Last night I met KH and that was nice. She's a very nice woman. There was some things that made me flash back to TK...she's only be out for 2 years and suffered some depression around that. I appreciated how open she was...funny but I couldn't tell that she could be serious. She also goes out quite a bit but also really cares about her nephews...so on one hand, I think she's not serious enough...too much into having fun and on the other hand, I think she's too serious about how much she cares for her family and I'm afraid that she's seeking a "traditional" relationship...versus choosing what kinda of relationship she wants...makes me think I need to figure out what I want.
Sirens went off twice today and there is a tornado warning.
TK bought me a couple of CD's in honor of Mother's Day. This was very sweet. She is very thoughtful and despite the fact that she's very giving, she also needs a lot(or at least I think she does). It also seems that she can only do one thing at a time...give or take. She said she did it because she thought I would be ignored on Mother's Day...which I was. Do I expect it, no or yes but does it matter? I just want to have some time to myself...but it won't happen. Laundry calls...and meals for the week and dishes...cleaning.
There's the sirens again. I should probably go because it seems to be getting pretty dark...
Last night I met KH and that was nice. She's a very nice woman. There was some things that made me flash back to TK...she's only be out for 2 years and suffered some depression around that. I appreciated how open she was...funny but I couldn't tell that she could be serious. She also goes out quite a bit but also really cares about her nephews...so on one hand, I think she's not serious enough...too much into having fun and on the other hand, I think she's too serious about how much she cares for her family and I'm afraid that she's seeking a "traditional" relationship...versus choosing what kinda of relationship she wants...makes me think I need to figure out what I want.
Sirens went off twice today and there is a tornado warning.
TK bought me a couple of CD's in honor of Mother's Day. This was very sweet. She is very thoughtful and despite the fact that she's very giving, she also needs a lot(or at least I think she does). It also seems that she can only do one thing at a time...give or take. She said she did it because she thought I would be ignored on Mother's Day...which I was. Do I expect it, no or yes but does it matter? I just want to have some time to myself...but it won't happen. Laundry calls...and meals for the week and dishes...cleaning.
There's the sirens again. I should probably go because it seems to be getting pretty dark...