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This is the weekend I've blocked off for my final paper. I've read and/or browsed through all of my resources and now I just need to write and yet, I'm procrastinating. I just want to have it done but yet if it's done, that means I'm almost done with school. I know that I've got issues with success even though I've got such a work ethic that I usually do very well...I don't know. It's easier for me to struggle for my goal than to actually achieve it. I also feel so lucky because for the most part aside from my own self imposed pain, I've done very well. I wear my cap and gown in 11 days and will only have $3600 in student loans. I still have money in the bank to live on (but I'll probably have to find any kind of job to make it through until I've got *the* job.

Oh yeah, and despite my schedule of 11 hrs/week at the public library, 19 hrs/week at the paid internship, 9 hrs/week at the practicum, 4 hrs/week in class, 10+ hrs/week driving in my car to previously mentioned activities for the last 12 weeks and maintained my health....now I'm sick. I sure hope I can get better before I get to celebrate!