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Sep. 1st, 2003 11:53 amSo I've finally got my living room back up, I'm so happy and despite weeding a huge box of books to get rid of, I've still got no room for the other ones strewn about my office and bedroom. I'm going to have to go through again the books and see what I don't want in there anymore.
Yesterday I was at Valleyfair with A and T. T spent the time talking about L and how he likes what's going on with the two of them but feels played with. I said well....what do you expect from someone who's 14 years younger ? T kept trying to justify it, I had already made my comments so I wasn't going to repeat. T spoke about how he really enjoyed talking to me about this. To some extent, I enjoy hearing about what goes on in his life but I would want him to give to me instead of just take. Although he did talk about how he'd be interested in working off the outstanding money he owes me. I wonder if I can get him to install wood flooring in my kitchen ?
Today is laundry and homework. I'm going to try and get a few other things done and I would like to have a nice supper if I can get around to doing it before school starts. I better run !
I hate when I've got lots of things to do but I don't feel like doing them. I don't want to stop the fun stuff because that means I'm back on track with being busy again ! Somehow I feel like if I avoid doing the work that I need to do before I've got to go back to work...then I won't have to go back to work. I think that's called "Sunday Blues" for me it's Monday blues because of the holiday.
I've since edited this day because while we were at Valleyfair, we went to the Imax theatre and saw a show about adrenilin. They say that there is a certain type of chemicals that people have which if you have too little than you're more prone to take bigger risks. I believe that I have enough of these chemicals, I don't feel like I have to take risks in my life. I'm pretty happy being mellow. AF said that he didn't think that he needed to take risks either(thank god !)and suprise TF said that he thought that he *didn't* have enough of the chemicals. It's so interesting to learn about these things after the fact. I can only live forward though.
Yesterday I was at Valleyfair with A and T. T spent the time talking about L and how he likes what's going on with the two of them but feels played with. I said well....what do you expect from someone who's 14 years younger ? T kept trying to justify it, I had already made my comments so I wasn't going to repeat. T spoke about how he really enjoyed talking to me about this. To some extent, I enjoy hearing about what goes on in his life but I would want him to give to me instead of just take. Although he did talk about how he'd be interested in working off the outstanding money he owes me. I wonder if I can get him to install wood flooring in my kitchen ?
Today is laundry and homework. I'm going to try and get a few other things done and I would like to have a nice supper if I can get around to doing it before school starts. I better run !
I hate when I've got lots of things to do but I don't feel like doing them. I don't want to stop the fun stuff because that means I'm back on track with being busy again ! Somehow I feel like if I avoid doing the work that I need to do before I've got to go back to work...then I won't have to go back to work. I think that's called "Sunday Blues" for me it's Monday blues because of the holiday.
I've since edited this day because while we were at Valleyfair, we went to the Imax theatre and saw a show about adrenilin. They say that there is a certain type of chemicals that people have which if you have too little than you're more prone to take bigger risks. I believe that I have enough of these chemicals, I don't feel like I have to take risks in my life. I'm pretty happy being mellow. AF said that he didn't think that he needed to take risks either(thank god !)and suprise TF said that he thought that he *didn't* have enough of the chemicals. It's so interesting to learn about these things after the fact. I can only live forward though.
