weird dream

[zestfive]

So last night I had a dream that I slept with a young woman. She was the agressor and in the morning as we woke up at slightly seperate times. If I remember right, I was at my childhood home but my son was there. Anyways, than her friends came to pick her up, one being her best female friend and the other being her recently accepted fiancee!!! That was weird but that horrible feeling that I just slept with someone who's really hooked up with someone else is stuck in the pit of my stomach. Quick, someone tell me a story about something else so I can forget it!!!!

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I hate that feeling!

[fierce313.livejournal.com]

I hate that feeling. I used to have dreams that someone was attacking me, and my mother and father were standing there not helping, just telling me what I was doing wrong!

A couple of weeks ago I had a dream that Lucky told me he loved me, and he was crying. Weeping, really. When I woke up I felt unsettled.

So those are both bad and probably won't help. Last night I had dinner with a friend of mine and our conversation got me thinking about how it felt to have a new born baby. The feeling I could conjure up almost instantly was the otherworldly exhaustion I felt, but as I continued to think on it, I began to have a body memory. The feeling of holding a sleeping infant on my chest, the wonder of looking at that child and just feeling as though we were one.

Remembering something so sublime (and seemingly lost to me forever) was poignant, bittersweet. But it definitely reminded me that there are moments in life that are transcendent and unexpected.

I hope you shake that feeling soon!

Re: I hate that feeling!

[zestfive.livejournal.com]

Gosh, thanks for sharing those thoughts...they seem even more intense than my dream. GRIN