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[zestfive]

Day 2 of feeling out of sorts...I think I'm also internalizing all the crap that I see in the world right now...banning of gay marriage, huge budget deficiets(including social security) the polarization of the religious right and liberal lefties in the united states, South Dakota banning abortion.

I'm sure it doesn't help that I've got a mid term that's due in two weeks that I need to work on but have so little time. I'm really sleep deprived, although last night was 7 1/2 hours.

TK wrote a really wonderful email to me essentially thanking me for our time together. I really liked it and then the next day she wrote a letter indicating that she's not interested in a relationship with anyone else....

This made me feel really bad and I wrote her an email about that. She later left me a message saying that she didn't think about that in that way and is still processing. I can understand her feeling that way right now but I hope she will get to the point where she might be open to it.

I'm wishing I could check out for a few days but I'm trying to save my vacation to be paid out in cash if I choose to quit in May. The money would be needed then.

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I think I'm also internalizing all the crap that I see in the world right now...banning of gay marriage, huge budget deficits(including social security) the polarization of the religious right and liberal lefties in the united states...

Me too. With that as a base, and the constant tension at my job, constant crime in my city, and my overall discontent with my life as the icing...

Makes it hard to want to get out of bed in the mornings.

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I'm open to suggestions on improving my outlook. Do you have any ?