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zestfive ([personal profile] zestfive) wrote2005-10-16 02:57 pm
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Nice weekend, but too short

It was all good! Especially enjoyed the company, the geocaching, the walks, the time together, conversations, campfire and more. I'm sitting at work feeling totally not here, wishing I was some place else. You must know the feeling of wanting to share everything with someone, learn everything about them.

I stopped at home ever so briefly to leave to go to my job. R has been on my mind. I know that she's been having troubles with E. They're going to talk tonight. R is my best friend and I've really grown to enjoy and like E. E is definately more reserved and self contained, I get that, but I also totally know and understand where R is. She likes reassurance, affection and attention. The biggest issue is, are those two styles compatible?

T also wrote me an email, I had told her about P. We haven't been together in 1 1/2 years but I know that she would probably take me back if I was interested (I'm not). She's trying to figure out how this affects her and her place in my life. I don't really think it does, other than she knows that I'm still there for her as a friend and I'm seeing someone. I was really pleased that she took the risk and the straight forward path of asking directly. That's my preferred style of communication.